You'll Never Guess How Good It Is

a brief update

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 18:29:28 GMT

lets start out with...there are moments were i am so homesick i want to die...then there are moments where i hate michigan so much that i dont even want to go back for christmas...

i love....
best friends
new friends
car rides
cell phones
army boys :) :)
drunk texts
inside jokes
stealing taz
war
monoploy
girls night
spice girls
cameras

i hate...
drama
girls
drama
girls who start drama
mean people
mom...
dad...
dram

i think that sums up my life
i did something that was so hard i am starting to wonder if it really was right..
i dunno....
love love
xoxo

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 04:06:29 GMT

scratch that...

what i really want...
is my best friends...

UH
never mind
i hate feeling like this

hmmm

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 06:44:46 GMT

I am in serious like mode :)

hmm

xoxo Kase

college

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 20:52:04 GMT

I LOVE SOUTHNER MISS!!!!

yeahz

i miss my best friends! i miss jade brown like whoa....i still talk to her aout 1000 million times a day but its not te same!
love you miss jade brown

as for the rest of you..lol i miss you tooooo :)

but i certaintly dont miss the drama...ofcourse we have our own drama here..lol and it sucks but ehh thats where i smother bitches with pillow..haha

only jade gets that
lol see 1000 miles away we still got inside jokes ;)

love love love
xoxo
Kase

tomorrow is graduation

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 04:28:30 GMT

tomorrow is graduation, i'm excitied and scared at the same time...it's crazy

summerrzz started out with a bang...it was really awesome i look at where i was this time last year and i am glad i am where i am now.
not that last summer wasnt the best ever..cause believe me it was but i have a feeling this one is going to be even bettterrzz :) yeahzzz

hmmm

yeahz
i love summer

i love love summerrrr

and i love my girls, jade, alyssa, page yeahzzzz

the only bad part is that ana is leaving :( i will miss herrr

kayz

byesss <33333

xoxox Kase

hi

Sat, 06 May 2006 20:40:07 GMT

hi. yeah prom is tonight :)

yeah

umm yay

best friends :)

that is all

my life is better then yours :p

xoxo Kase

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 03:34:02 GMT

explain how i have no drama....
and yet i stil worry myself sick

let me tell you

DENIED

at least i cant wait for prom

best friends + boyfriend + pretty dresses + hot parties + dancing all night = GOOD GOOD TIMES

dont think

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:48:58 GMT

This is for you..and the us that could of been

for one day
don't think
instead
do what is not expected
instead
do what you want to do
instead
do what your heart says

for one day
don't think
believe
that i trust you
believe
that i want you
believe
that your heart is right

for one day
don't think
instead
just
believe
that
i
love
you

long time no seeeeeee

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 14:35:28 GMT

life is good
i got my babes
i got my boys
i got my jobs
i got my kids

and the one thing i don't got is
THE DRAMA

xoxo Kase

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:19:00 GMT

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Tue, 14 Mar 2006 20:08:44 GMT

i cant make decisions

1 or 2

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:01:42 GMT

sometimes i wish it was you not him

boooooo

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 16:08:26 GMT

you're hot

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 21:47:43 GMT

my name is kase
you are cute
let's hang out
;)

point less update

all i ever do is school, work, gym, friends

SHOP

spring break is in 27 days
i think you know what that means

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 15:59:55 GMT

Can't get you out of my mind.

ummm all is well

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 17:41:03 GMT

life is sweetttttt

top 10 things that make me happy
1. BEST FRIENDS
    _alezro, zpoo, notorious dfg, princess jade, frankie, eliz
2. Work
    _having this second job is going to be wonderful for my checkbook
3. SPRING BREAK
   _42 days away
4.GYM
   _i love working out and the old guys i work out with in the morning
5. MOVIE NIGHT
   _:) yeah that is all
6. TIMMY HOS
    _i bet they have our order memorized
7. PJ DAY
   _i wear pjs to school all week lol
8. SCHEDULE
   _i like having english and then mfl lol its nice
9.COLLEGE
   _put my down payment on the dorm :)
10.SADIES
     _peace love and cocktails best friends bdubs i think its wonderful

__xo Kase

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 17:29:54 GMT

it's hard to believe that when i felt so happy it was brought down so fast.
it's hard to believe when i thought something i could be tottally wrong
it's hard to believe i had everything when i really had nothing
it's hard to believe i thought i could trust when i knew i shouldn't
it's hard to believe i cry over something when i'm cold hearted
it's hard to believe i would do anything for you and in return get nothing
it's hard to believe my heart is broken because of people i love
it's hard to believe that this hurts more then something my mom or dad could ever do to me
it's hard to believe i did something i said i never would
it's hard to believe i thought i ment more but i didn't
it's hard to believe that i wanted to ask for help but had no one to turn to
it's hard to believe i made the people i love so mad with one act
it's hard to believe i really care and can't fix it
it's hard to believe that feeling this sick is not killing me

i would do anything for you, and when i needed you, i couldn't ask for help
if you were lost i would find you
if you were hurt i would heal you
if you were gone i would get you
if you made a mistake i would forgive you
if you needed me i would do it in a heartbeat
if you were sick i would bring you soup
if you were sad i would make you happy

and that fact is. i needed you but i guess that wasn't enough

but maybe you don't think i would...but if you look in our past you would see it's true

wow me

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:00:57 GMT

so day in hospital..still dont know whats wrong did millions of tests

but took this test and see what it said

Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

if thats not me i dunno what is

__xo Kase

BEST BEST BEST BEST DAY EVER

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 17:55:41 GMT

I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN!

i called them to see what was going on and shes like you are accepted your letter is in the mail!

I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN!

omg SOOOO HAPPY i danced i did a little gig i fucking am the happiest person in the world lets go out tonight freinds FUCK if we have school LETS GO OUT and CELEBRATE YAYY YAYAYYAYAYYAYA I GOT IN

that is all

__xo Kase

death death boom

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 21:48:40 GMT

I am sorry but this is going to be end of my lj...i mean i will ofcourse come and read and comment but i dont think i will be commenting to much....

i am soryyy

go to the myspace it is much better

well not really but i like it more

lol

__xo Kase

dude its 2:30 am

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 07:54:03 GMT

Name: KayCe Lin Caban
Birthday: July 27, 1988
Birthplace: Agudilla, Puerto Rico
Current mood: Tired
Current music: Nonnneee.
Current taste: you don't even want to know
Current hair: Up.like usual
Current clothes: Blue comfy pants, south carolina hoodie
Current annoyance: My mother
Current smell: fabrezze i was cleaning
Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
Current windows open: aim windows, lj
Current desktop picture: Figure out what you want and then do what you have to do
Current favorite band: i have a lot
Current book: Scarlet, gone with the wind
Current cd in stereo: Dashboard and chemical romance.
Current crush: i dont think i have one
Current favorite celeb: i have so many...lol peirce brasman ewan megregor, nicole kidman, the hot guys from boondocks saitns.
Current hate: mother
Have sex?: nope
Give oral sex?: .sometimes
Receive oral sex?: icky
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yeah the college one and my mother
Read the newspaper?: just on sunday
have any gay or lesbian friends?: yesm
Believe in miracles?: no usually
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: umm yes
Consider love a mistake?: no not unless its not really love
Like the taste of alcohol?: :)
Have a favorite candy?: the hazlenuts thigs
Believe in Astrology?: no.
Believe in magic?: nope
Have any pets: 2 dogs and a hamster
Go to or plan to go to college? USM better get in
Have any piercings?: 2
Have any tattoos?: yes :)
Hate yourself: not usually
Have an obsession?: nope
Have a secret crush?: somedays.
Have a best friend?: i actully have 4
Care about looks?: kinda

=Love life=
First crush: kyle gakstatter 3rd grade
First kiss: ummm i dont remember
Ever been in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Nope LUST.
Do you believe in "the one?": yeah but i want mine to move his ass and get here
Describe your ideal significant other: funny, smart, idependent, atheltic, cute

=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? yes haha
Favorite place to be kissed?: Forehead
Are you a tease?: Yes
Shy to make the first move?: Yes.

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: brown hair highlights
Eyes: green
Height: 5'5

--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: ryan.
hugged: alezro.
kissed: zpoo

--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? yeah it ended badly
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? kinda
Drank alcohol? Yes
Run away from home? usually kicked out
Broken a bone? nope
Played Truth Or Dare? der
Kissed someone you didn't know? yes
Been in a fight? plenty
Come close to dying? nope

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?:pictures
What do you eat when you raid the fridge/freezer late at night?: chicken grapes.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? moulin rouge
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: laser eye
What is your biggest fear?: being alone
What feature are you most insecure about?: eyes
Do you ever have to beg?: lol do i look like a dog
Do you have too many love interests?: sometimes yes
Do you know anyone famous?: nope
Describe your bed: wonderful
Spontaneous or plan?: little bit of both.
Do you know how to play poker?: yes
How do you drive?: hells yes
What do you miss most about being little?:being free and not taking care of anyone
Are you happy with your given name?: i do like it
What color is your bedroom?: pink and orange everything but white walls
Who are your best friends?: alezro, princess jade, eliz, zpoo.
Do you talk a lot? yes
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: For the most part.
Do you think you're cute?: Not usually.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: umm no i am a bitch but some people think im nice

.

hello...good-bye

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 18:40:15 GMT

hello...i have been very busy...i like being busy most of the time lol like now

this is my week
Monday- School, Work, Mock Trial
Tuesday- School, Work, Delta
Wenesday- School, Work, Gym with alezro
Thursday- School Work, Mock Trial
Friday- School, Work, PARTY

next semster is going to be wonderful cause i only have 2 classes at central 1 at delta and i go to work i will be working 35 hours a week...thats wonderful money money maybe i can be able to afford my mothers spending now....

speaking of my mother she is going away this weekend....isnt that great...yes it is i am super happy about that....call for an invite

what i am not happy about ofcourse is the fact that last night i went to buy erasers and they were really cute and then BAM they dont erase so i was throwing them at people today...it was grand

the ass kissing of mast and heron is becoming a plus...cept well heron still hates me i dunno what i can do about that.

hmm speaking of heron I should def get on talking to donny about heron being a bitch face.

that is all

__xo Kase

PICTURES

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 22:49:48 GMT

yeah i know it took a long time

tattoo what you thinK?

my family! <3 love

My BROTHER!!!! i love him...<3

"I had chex mix so it should stay solid for a while" haha Love

Sebastian Lee and KayCe Lin

don't let that face fool you she lvoed it

I LOVE ZPOOO

I don't know what i would do without these 2

angela where did that finger come from

umm she smiles like that all the time...why am i friends with ehr

ELIZ <3

HOOOOOWWW CUTE

I love these girls! <333

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comment go to the myspace and do it tooo

__xo Kase

blah

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 19:56:52 GMT

sick.

gallbladder issues

family issues

bye.

__xo Kase

i'm not okay

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 01:48:07 GMT

i'm not okay....i think that accuratly describes me at the moment...

Pick a poem for a contest

A Deadly Fairy Tale
Once a upon a time, you’d never know the pain
Until they’d see the crime, and the blood had been slain
It would be a calamity, a spineless fairy tale
They would remember the amity, the untaken trail
What would take place? Where could they have gone?
Will the hurt erase? Can the ache be undone?

It’s better this way. There’s no more strain.
You will be able to sustain. Bow your heads to pray.
Good-bye good-bye. You will recover.
The sting uncover. Wipe the tear from your eye.
Until another day, you’ll never know the actuality.
Life is nothing but mortality, it was meant this way.

Once a upon a time, the story did end.
The bell will toll its last chime your heart force mend.
Time will come again, and the friends reunite
Life against the grain, go towards the bright light.
The story is like no other, no more smiles or laughter
Not a kiss for a beauty rather, an unhappily ever after.

Good-bye
You lie and hurt,
You kick my heart to the dirt
It’s not painless
Your hands are stainless
Revenge is sweet
You’ll meet your maker in the burning hot heat
No one will mourn
Many have tried to help and warn
You would not hear
The caution that was given to spare the tear
Good-byes are quick
When you developed a skin two inches thick
You push and pull
To take away you’d rather pull over the wool
Live in denial
You’ll face your fate in a trial
Don’t think of us
All you will receive is a cuss
One last time
Your life is a violent crime
We’ll miss you, not
Actually you’re already forgot
One word will end this reply
Good-Bye